Embrace it and make the job.
How the time alone turned from a curse into a blessing?
For the ones who feel loneliness is doomed for sadness and that it is a point of no return. I assure you it is a point to make a turn and fly again. It is all a matter of facing the real stuff. Leaving the earthly traumas and ascend into higher existence.
Unless we still need some hug to embrace that reality has all cruel things and injustice to make us continue be stuck, instead of looking at the experience, wisdom and power we gained. One must change this very narrative stemming from your own journey in life. One must turn things around just in a moment when one decides to hug him/rself and love it, compensating for all yeas of neglect and sorrow.
In the times alone I suddenly become a stranger to myself, shutting the outside resources of reflections. I am back to face the “I” in me. Usually, I would find how to fill this outside gap reflections. Once I thought I can totally face the authentic me, I even thought I know what it is, well, I did know or noticed some parts, thinking I own them so I’m ok. No, unfortunately, I took less care in nurturing those real parts. I was busy surviving the narrative I was born into thinking this is the only true narrative life could offer and I was totally convinced I’m on the right way with humanity and its values.
And BAAAMMMM … this moment of realization that I’m NOTHING, but yes there must be something in this nothingness otherwise I need not to be here breathing this cosmos, reality, and time. As a human being, a piece of mother nature, I do come here to live the journey but now the question is how? After realizing I’m different and alike. Alike in spirit, nature, and parts of the physical here and now, different in the general reality. I realized there are sub realities to explore and other to create myself and promote.
The road to this light was very dark. I assure you that there are no discounts for no body, it is totally us to decide when to grow, to stop, to surrender or else. One needs to heal and grow from his/her own complex and only after to seek the outside to join when they know their own worth and powers.
Some very initial question to start with is: what really makes you smile?
Explore your smiles, make sure you know what makes you smile, what will really bring a smile to your face. Something that you do and not something others do for you.
For example: one of the things I do that brings smile to my heart and life is to paint in nature, on huge fabrics in the open spaces. I also smile when I sing alone, or dance alone or practice some new skill or develop extra skill and tools to grow my own reality and shape it. With my authentic colors and desires. Even as a child singing, dancing and colors were my world of expression in life. Not accidently that in my mature time I still find the light through these mediums and life expressions.
Think that every smile is a medicine to your soul. So, make sure that no body owns or rules your way to smiles, and your way to your own medicine.
Go back in time and think what made you fly as a child, no matter now if it was a good or a bad childhood. Later on, the smiling from your authentic self will heal all sorrows and past. So, now just focus on this question: what makes me smile? List 2 to three things or actions.
To Be continued... I write on spot and in the here and now that my time allows.
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